Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Describe as best as you can why you feel you should be considered for scholarship to the conference

Statement of Qualification




Describe as best as you can why you feel you should be considered for scholarship to the conference

Anybody who has, or is working in the university as a peer counselor or educator would agree with me this is the most challenging area of all target areas. University students are known, rightly or wrongly, to be rowdy, chaotic and outright disrespectful. Yet their questionable behavior should be the focal point of any peer education in campus. The character exhibited by ‘comrades’ is a fertile ground for misbehavior and reckless sexual encounters. As a student in the university, it is a fact that this is the most high risk place. Chances of infection and re-infection are high in campuses and unprotected sex with multiple partners is astronomically high. Therefore, one who deals with HIV and AIDS issues in the university should be well equipped mentally to deal with this fact. I believe my participation in the conference will help in my work as a student counselor.

Another challenge in universities is the notion of ‘same generation’. Because all students are presumed by their colleagues to be in the same level i.e agewise and mentally, it thus becomes difficult for a student to counsel others. Yet this is what we do all the time in campus. It helps tremendously to have great and wide knowledge in the area of expertise and be confident of whatever piece of information you are passing across. Students might ask you questions that are just meant to embarrass you, but the trick is to answer the question with such gusto that it becomes an intelligent answer. It has been my observation that university students are wont to lose interest very fast. Therefore, a peer counselor in the university, like me, should have the skills and knowledge required. The conference therefore is a godsend opportunity for me to learn more information. My participation in the conference would be crucial in ensuring I gain the necessary skills that will help me in disseminating information during our programs.

A new challenge in the fight against HIV/AIDS is the issue of Men having Sex with Men (MSM). This being a new issue, most people, including me, have scanty information about. Chances of Men having Sex with Men in universities is rampant and this should be a cause for concern for the peer educators and counselor in the institutions. Gays and Lesbians are rapidly gaining number in the country and by extension to our universities. While I can not claim for sure that this trend is rampant in my university, I also, can not rule it out. Possibilities abound, I believe. In this regard, those who work in universities should also acquire the necessary knowledge and gain the required skills to combat this new and worrying trend. Peer counselors and educators should be equipped to clearly manage this trend as well as to keeping an interesting dialogue. A workable formula should also be brought forth. The only way to deal with this is during the upcoming conference. With open and candid discussions, honest dialogue, healthy discourse and conscious debate, delegates should find a common ground in the fight against this trend. My participation would, therefore, be crucial in not only adding my voice in the debate but also learn from seasoned and experienced experts in the field. This would be crucial in my university as it will give us the necessary traction to move our programs.

A lot has been said about behavior change in most at risk places such as the universities. Yet what many fail to realize is that behavior is unique to each and every environment. Therefore, solutions and ideas to behavior are also unique. What might work in the University of Nairobi might not work in Maseno University or Kabianga University College. It therefore becomes necessary for the players in the field to brainstorm on the issues with the ultimate goal being finding realistic and unique solutions that should fit in the different environments. The conference provides such a platform to deliberate and discuss. My participation in the event would be of tremendous benefit to me as it will ensure that I will be part of the solution to advocate for behavior change.

As a 3rd year student, I am soon graduating out of the university. The conference provides a good opportunity for me to interact and socialize with the people who have been in the field for sometime. In the current world, social networks are crucial in one’s professional and personal growth. Secondly, my participation will ensure a continuity of the programs in campus after my departure. The experience I will have gained will be transferred to the members.

It is my sincere hope and prayer that you will consider my application to the conference as I am sure it will be of tremendous benefit and significance to me.

Monday, April 26, 2010

the reason

I hand myself over to you,

My dreams, my passions,
My very existence
I give in to your song and dance,
I look into your eyes and I am left in a trance
somewhere between fantasy and romance.


You entrap with a smile
You bring me to my knees with a kiss,
My heart races faster with the promise of eternal bliss
You are my inspiration and I am your slave
You are the reason why I put words onto the page.
And never escape your cage...

  Eddie Ombagi

Friday, April 16, 2010

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Analysis of "A Dream within a Dream" by Edgar Allan Poe


Edgar Allan Poe’s philosophy in his poetry was certainly demonstrated in his poem “A Dream Within A Dream.” Poe did most of his work from Richmond, Virginia, in which he was also raised; Poe’s first poem came out in 1827. I chose Edgar Allan Poe because I had heard so much about him, people saying that his work was amazing, and I wanted to know all about him. Edgar Allan Poe’s odd literary style and amazing philosophy are clearly noticeable in his poems.

Poe reveals his wonderful style by explaining his unusual themes and writing with techniques like another poet. Relating his life experiences to his poetry is another way that Edgar Allan Poe had shown his style and theme. Showing of all these aspects of his writing, Edgar Allan Poe’s poems have amazingly influenced society and created remarkable poetry, appreciated by many people. Nearly all Poe’s criticism on poetry was written for the magazines for which he worked. Poe believed that a poem’s emotional impact was inspired by music or “sweet sound.” He thus devoted considerable attention to techniques. Reflecting his interest in musical effects, Poe made no rigid distinction between music and poetry.

Poe’s influence on literature has been immense his story “The Murders in the Morgue”(1841) is considered the first modern detective story. His reviews of American novelist Nathaniel Hawthorne mark him as the first significant theorist of the modern short story. His poetry and his stories of terror are among the most influential in modern literature. Writers as diverse as the Scottish writer Robert Louis Stevenson and Russian author Fyodor Dostoevsky have used Poe’s stories to help their own fictional experiments. Poe celebrated pure forms of beauty and opposed a tendency to instruct or moralize in poetry.

Poe worked as an editor and contributor to magazines in several cities, including Richmond, Virginia; New York City; and Philadelphia. He unsuccessfully tried to found and edit his own magazine, which would have granted him financial security and artistic control, in what the considered a hostile literary market place. During his life, Poe made a lot of enemies through his challenge to moralistic limits on literature, his confrontation with the mentally disturbed narrators of his tales, a belief reinforced by Rufus Griswold, Poe’s literary executor. Griswold portrayed Poe as envious, conceited, arrogant, and bad tempered.

Poe’s life began in Boston, Massachusetts. Struggling and living in poverty, David and Elizabeth Poe, an actor and an actress who lived in Boston at that time, gave birth to Edgar Poe on January 19. 1809. Whether or not his parents raised young Poe with and religious affiliation is unknown; however according to Poe’s poems, he was most likely an atheist, practicing no religion. William Henry Leonard, Poe’s brother, was two years old when Poe was born, and about one year following Poe’s mother Elizabeth gave birth to a little girl whom she called Rosalie, During the summer of 1809 while the family traveled to New York, some critics believe that David, Edgar Allan Poe’s father left his wife and children. Nearly two years later in 1811, Elizabeth passed away as a result of tuberculosis, leaving all children of the Poe family separated.

Edgar Poe was taken in by prosperous scotch merchant, John Allan, who lived in England. In 1836 Edgar Allan Poe married his cousin Virginia Clemm who was merely fourteen years old. Living with Virginia, whom he loved dearly, and his aunt, Poe worked to financially support them. Although Poe was unsuccessful at trying. Poe enjoyed the relaxed environment and peaceful comfortable house that the women provided him. Although Poe was living in a relaxed and comfortable environment, Poe himself was not noticeable relaxed. Until 1826 Poe’s life was pleasant and enjoyable. But upon entering the University of Virginia, Poe quickly began drinking and gambling, gaining many debts. Poe had a sensitive temperament; there fore he was emotional. This is probably the reason for Poe writing poetry with no particular meaning but only to have an effect on the reader as Hyatt Waggoner suggest: “Poe appears to be not even trying to say anything but only to achieve an “effect”- to make us shiver or to bring tears.” Poe believed that the importance of the poem was more important than the poet himself. Poe’s theory, applied to writing poetry in that the writing must have an effect on the reader and the author must intentionally write the effect into the poem. In Poe’s poem, “A Dream Within A Dream,” Poe tries affect the reader in several ways.

Reading this poem allowed reveals the feeling that Poe is trying to create.
“ Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
This much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone!
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream,
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! Yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Then with a tighter grasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?”

The effect is the frustration of the narrator who is comparing one grain of sand to a dream. The narrator has a handful of sand and is struggling to separate one from many grains but cannot do so. This sense of frustration refers to lines nineteen to twenty-four. Poe also tries to make the reader feel hopeful. In the beginning of the poem the narrator is in a state of hopelessness because he feels that he is trapped in his own dream and there is no way out. One knows that he feels there is no way out by referring to lines ten and eleven in which the word all is emphasized. As an example of Poe’s use of personification, the sand can be compared to sand in an hourglass, and his hand can be compared to an hourglass. As the sand passes between his fingers, time is running out. Poe tries to create suspense by saying, “O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave?” By using the adjective pitiless to describe the wave, Poe indicates that the narrator may be losing an item of importance, which one-grain of sand symbolizes.

Although he may be losing an item of importance he still seems hopeful as Hyatt Waggoner refers to the first stanza in which the narrator says, “is all that we see or seem but a dream within a dream.” Approaching the end of the poem, this same statement is in the form of a question, indication that there may be some hope. The particular mood of this poem is somewhat intense. One may feel tense as a result if the narrator’s frustration however, because of the effect of hope, the mood may also be some what optimistic. His reputation of the phrase “Oh God!” creates suspense show in the agony of the narrator.

Furthermore, his reputation of the title and phrase A Dream Within A Dream” put emphasis on what he is trying to prove. “While I Weep” also repeated twice indicates that the narrator is crying and possibly in pain. At the same time, the reputation of this hopeless phrase creates a feeling of depression. Poe often used repetition to create a feeling of melancholy.

Edgar Allen Poe’s strong use of adjectives throughout the poem helps the reader to create an image of the poem in his or her head.

“A Dream With In A Dream” is determined from frustration of the narrator who is trying relentlessly to separate one gain of sand from a handful of grains, even crying, but he continues. He sees hope and enlightenment to keep going. He perservers as Poe did in Arduous Life. While creating his poems, Edgar Allan Poe developed characteristic techniques and themes such as those displayed in hid poem “A Dream With In A Dream.”

Poe’s Characteristic techniques, themes, and poetry were greatly influenced by his life. Edgar Allan Poe accredits his parents, his mother particularly, with giving him the ability to recite verse (Minor 2240). When Poe was fourteen, he fell in love with a fellow student’s mother but was severely depressed when, a year later, the benevolent woman passed away. This depression most likely caused him to write poems with profound melancholy. “One of the most important events of his early life was the death of his mother when he was not yet three, and his poetry bears the memory.” (Minor 2240). Virginia’s death in 1846 destroyed Poe’s sprit, causing him to go mad and drink excessively (Roth 2). Several deaths influenced his sorrowful poetry. Although his poetry was sorrowful, his poetry was recognized by many people.

Edgar Allan Poe was not recognized instantly. He was greatly criticized in America until he was older. Developing skills and recognition took time. During this period Poe became a celebrated poet not only for his poems but also for inspiring society in America and internationally in Latin America, Scandinavia, Japan, and the Soviet Union. Although he was immediately popular in America, “Poe is considered the father of the French Symbolist Movement, even though he never had any contact with French writers.” In 1835 Poe wrote for the Southern Literary Messenger, developing the reputation of the magazine. By contributing numerous essays, stories, and poems he and the magazine wanted recognition.

Edgar Allan Poe’s works are not greatly notified to many people because it is sometimes difficult to under stand what he is trying to say; that is apparently why Poe is acknowledged with creating the detective story which does not tell the story directly to the reader but makes him or her think about what is really happening. This kind of writing has been brought into many modern authors’ writings along with his other accomplishments; he has left an impression on society throughout the century.

PERMANENCE OF POETRY


"It is absurd to think that the only way to tell if a poem is lasting is to wait and see if it lasts. The right reader of a good poem can tell the moment that it strikes him that he has taken an immortal wound--that he will never get over it. That is to say, permanence in poetry, as in love, is percieved instantly. It hasnt to await the test of time. The proof of a poem is not that we have ever forgotten it, but we knew at sight we would never forget it."
--Robert Frost

ARREST


In so much that a heart

still beats,

its proposed cadence

struggles....

murmurs....

long since denied the

familar cadence it

it once held so

close.



Where now, emptiness

echos,

reverberating....

palpitating....

its discomfort within this

fatal hour.



As its welling will to

overcome,

subcumbs to a greater

fate,

and its tempo slowly

slumbers to its

arrest.

(from a good friend of mine, who goes by the name Broadway, )

This feel....ing!

This feeling of unrest


unease

will it leave

Sleep wont permit me to take

refuge in its domain

Ive overstayed my welcome there



I want to feel



Breath and life

joy and love

passion for the world around



I believe at one time

i just had too much of it all

It consumed me

I burnt so white hot for life

That i just burnt right out



A bright flash that shone for all around



If even for a second



then gone



I no longer feel the sting of that fire

not even warmth

just a pile of cold ash

left for the wind to disperse

forever

left numb

spread so thin amongst it all

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

LESSONS LEARNT

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.


They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.



On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?”



“It was great, Dad.”



“Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked.



“Oh yeah,” said the son.



“So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father.



The son answered: “I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.



“We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.



“We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs.



“We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.” "also we have shoes but they walk bare feet"



The boy’s father was speechless.



Then his son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.”


------A.Unk.----